13 Sneak, Sexy acts of Seduction

Have a little christmas in July

:)
Yes I am talking about that night, the best present I could of ever gotten from Santa. I miss that. But anywhoo, I'm calling virgil in like exactly 7 minutes:)
So gotta go and plan my attack.
aha
I love him

you accept me flaws and all

'Some people make my day.

I'm not always extremely close to them, but sometimes people I barely know, say one little thing, and I smile, and I forget all about anything that might have been bothering me.


And it's those little things that I appreciate so much more than anyone realizes.

Sometimes strangers mean more to me than my friends and family do. Simply because they help me in the most modest of ways. They have no intentions, and yet they make me smile during times when I could just cry.






There's this one girl, who used to get on my nerves, but she's different now. She's a sweetheart, and she's growing on me every day.

She made me smile with one little sentance.


There should be more people like her in the world. People that without even trying, throw out a little blurb and help someone they didn't even know needed helping.


If any of what I just typed makes sense to anyone else, it would be a miracle.

But I'm satisfied.'


maryann i love you:)

Dear Mister Please me Sir

Who am I? Who have I become to please others? I've pushed, and pushed, and pushed people until finally they've stopped pushing back. They've stopped caring. People don't deserve to deal with me, they don't need the problems I have. I am nothing but an empty head. I've given everything up to make others happy, and once I got a taste of being a bitch I hungered for it, I needed it. And now all its given me is pain.
I wish I could go back.

This is my one regret.

Peace&Love

Its not like I'm Sleeping with Him

You've stopped caring, stopped looking for me in the hallways. Just stopped.
I am nothing to you now but the past, and thats all I should be. That doesn't change the fact that its killing me. Everytime I see you I want to throw everything I've done to move on away. Throw it away and run into your arms. Your the one I want. Your the one I love. I hate this so much.

Peace&Love

the world seems not the same

I feel bad because I won't see you for another week...:(
Truth:my myspace name came from virgil, I am his Vanilla Muffin:)
Truth:today I took 15 dollars from my dad
Truth:Today I smoked a pack of newports:(
Truth:I really hate these truth things
Truth:I put new music on my ipod
Truth: I really really wanted cheese fries today
Truth:I love him and he knows it.
Truth: Tomorrow I'm going to take my brother out to lunch

End of my Lameness

Peace&Love

Hope it gives you hell

when you see my face
hope it gives you hell

:)
I hope I'm fucking killing you right now. I look hot and you know it:).


Peace&Love

Cupcakes

You stole my hat today....
It smelled like your bag when i got it back...I had to throw it in my locker so it would smell...not like you. Grrrrr
You still seem to make it hard to breath.


i wanted to lick your cupcake:)

cold hands

I LOVE TODAY:)

today was amazing. I just, I feel great. You didn't completley ignore me today, and I enjoyed my very cruel conversation with Kristi and Caitlyn in algebra.

maybe I'm not over you just yet....

Peace&Love

walk within the lines please sir

Today was good. Great really. My hair feels really soft, and he flirted with me in NovaNet.:))))
I'm so lame. You stoped looking at me today. Its like you won't even glance at me. You talked to me though, which was weird. But what can you do. I feel really good. Night Night.


Peace&Love

The Things I'll never Say

Its been a month, but it seems like just yestarday. We are both finally...how you say moving on. But I know, I know that you still want me. Just by the way your eyes lock on mine, or the way your hand brushes mine when we walk close. Every touch burns, like a million lightbulbs flash with your caress. I hate this
I re-did my myspace. Thats because I'm just that cool. I miss amy so much.


end of story
Peace&Love

I miss you love...

i feel bummed. I hate therapists. I hate their offices. They make me feel...insane. I dont know, maybe I am going crazy. I should probably stop smoking. I just can't.

I am ready now

to fly from the highest swing

I think I might have a little crush on you. Yes you. You make me laugh at myself, how sad?:) But I don't know the world just seems a bit, lighter when i talk to you.
lets talk some more and see where this takes us

Today was shitty. I had to walk home in the rain. My throat is killing me. I need a cigarette. And he still hates me. I thought we were done with that.
jizzzz

Peace&Love

and she breaths

im sick of all this.
I'm sick of walking on eggshells around you. Just leave me the fuck alone. Dont talk to me, don't talk about me. Just go die.

dancing with devils

Rebecca Neal,
Thank you for giving me that. Its like you read my mind, I needed you. I seem to be missing you more and more each day. Its almost as if the day we left i never really got to say my goodbye. I never really knew how close we were til we were seperated. There is nobody who can even come close to being as good a friend as you. And I am grateful for that. I hope everything is well. Your friend always and forever.

Sammie

can you pretend im amazing

wow
um
wow
i still love you with that hack job on your head

maybe tomorrow we'll talk again
well i still feel pretty crappy
so im going to just end it for the night
i love you all
talk to you soon again
Peace&Love

butterfly sting

asd;fjk;lk
wow sarah
you fucked things up again...