Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Who do you think you are?

Honestly I can't seem to put my thumb on what is keeping me so attached here....but I wouldn't give it up for the world.
I've never loved you more

Peace&Love

Monday, April 27, 2009

I'm gathering up these nights

I don't think you understand that I wouldn't know what to do without you. If you ever left me I would be lost. I hate that. I've never wanted to be with someone this much, I've never given myself fully to anyone. Until you. Funny thing is I think I'm completley fine with it.


Peace&Love

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Your as real on the outside

How do I tell him? How do I force the words to be formed in a mouth that just doesn't want to break his heart? I promised I would never leave him, thats one promise I'm going to keep. Its funny to look back on but, when we first began I worried about me becoming to dependent on you, and as it turns out your the one who has become needy. I never knew someone could love me the way that you did, the way you still do. I never thought I would be anything but alone. I painted this picture that I would learn to live for myself, and myself only. Learn to live without having to worry about those well known goodbyes, those cold and lonely nights spent wishing for another chance. All the feelings I expected to have if I ever foolishly gave my heart away. With you its different. With you I'm not just a peice of meat, I'm not just a toy. I am a person. A human being. Honestly it scares the shit out of me, the fact that you have the power to crush my entire world with a few misunderstood words. So with that I give my trust to you, I give my life to you. Because you, Kieran James Kremer, gave me this life. You made me realize I deserve happiness. I will always love you no matter what happens between us. I will always be here

Peace&Love